My Daily Prophet

Sianz

2006-02-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'm F***ing bored, nothing to do, so am here to grumble a bit. WtF? Nothing to say, tat's it. F***...apologize for excessive use of F word, F***ed it.......

2005-12-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

What a hectic day. 4 hours of makeup lesson, dun you think that's insane? I feel so weary and drain. I was nearly late for this morning lesson. Dunno why, I feel so tired nowadays even with enough sleep. Arghh....haven do my Econs tutorial, gotta do it later. Dread of tomorrow, cos lesson starts at 8am. I hope I can wake up otherwise I'm dead. Oh yeah tomorrow have to stay back in school to complete my project. Somemore the deadline is on Friday. I'm really looking forward to term break but at the same time, I'm poundering what should I do during my 2 weeks holiday.

Now I'm a great fan of My Date With a Vampire. To be specific, I like Joey Meng (Ma Xiao Ling) in the show. Initially, I was kind of attracted to Kristy Yang (Wang Zhen Zhen) but now I prefer Joey. I've finished watching episodes 2 and 3. It's a very nice show, worth to watch. Let's hope my sis borrows episode 1 from her friend, I dun wanna miss it. Furthermore, it's rumoured that there will be episode 4 too. If it's true, I will definitely watch it.

I think that's all for today, gotta do my tutorial. Bye bye, hope you will continue to support my blog.

2005-12-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah just finished my tutorial, so I'm free to blog now. Did you watch the 10pm channel U show? Hmm....the show is quite nice, it's a japanese show. Actually it's about doctors in a hospital are vying for professorship. Furthermore, some of them even resorted to bribery, each trying to outwit the other. It really show their craftiness, a congregation of ambitious schemer. Of cos I do believe this kind of thing do exist in the real world. By the way, the show is only broadcast on mon and tue.

Today I found something funny about humans. Sometimes you know you have done the wrong thing, yet you continue doing it. It's just like you know you're sinning, yet u continue to sin. Until the time you realise you have sinned too much and want to repent, and it's too late. Humans are probably the most complicated creature in this world. It ain't easy to understand them.

Revive

2005-12-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hi! Finally I'm back to blog again. Hee....almost forget my blogger password. To me, blogging is more of a chore than interest. So why should I continue blogging? Haha....just feel boring, hence I'm here to rant all my boredom. Sianz arrrr.... First of all, I apologise for not blogging for the past few months. I have been rather "busy", in the sense that too glue to games haha.

Oooh....there's a piece of good news, term break is approaching, yipee. Can't wait for it. However there's also a bad news, I can't "pon" any lessons cos my absenteeism has reached it's limit. If I pon any lesson, my first warining letter will undoubtedly come to me....sob sob. Wonder how am I going to survive next term. Seriously, I have been slacking throughout. Must remind myself that complacency leads to nowhere. Guess I have to be a bit more apprehensive towards my study.

Yeah recently I have cut down my time in playing maple. Quite disappointed with the game. So many @#%&* players in the game, sometimes I really cannot tolerate their nonsense. But come to think of it, I'm one of the *&^%#@ player in game, only when somebody piss me off. Haha normally I'm quite nice, I would share the map and rarely ask people to cc(change channel).

Wwa.... a long entry for today, hmm....kind of expected, cos I haven been blogging for quite sometime. One last thing, I screwed up my Microsoft Access ICA @#%^&*. Fortunately, I think can pass cos my partner helps me out a lot. Most credit goes to her, provided I can pass haha.

2005-10-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

Killing Kittens

Jr. Cellion is dead

Fighting Copper Drake

I'm leading an austere life, nothing special or interesting. Everyday I wake up, the first thing is brush my teeth, eat breakfast/lunch and then hop on my com till evening. Really, I'm getting a bit sick of gaming. Nevertheless, I still game. Now it's getting harder to level up since the exp gain isn't a lot. Sigh....any suggestion to level up faster? Well, today no luck again, didn't get any rare items or scrolls. Above are some screenshots of me fighting drake and kittens. Frankly, the damage shown only occur once in a blue moon. Erm....I don't exactly know my average damage since assassin's damage range is very wide and inconsistent. I guess that's all for today, will be back soon.

2005-10-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Dark Scorpio Top

Dark Scorpio Pants

Hi! Here's my first post of my maple experience. Wow, I guess I was pretty lucky yesterday. I got a Dark Scorpio Set from Copper Drake within an hour. Can't believe my luck cos I haven't been getting any good drops recently. Hope you enjoy my post. Will post more pics of me fighting mobs.....cya =)

Resurrect

2005-10-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Resurrect

This blog is dead for quite some time. Anyway that's not important, wat's more important is that I'm back haha.....

Erm....yeah a new semester has began. Sigh, didn't blog for so long and now I don't really know what to write. Okay let's talk about my results. Aye....overall result ain't that bad, although meet my expectation, didn't meet my target. My GPA is exactly 3.500. Seriously I have expected the outcome to be like this though I wished for better result. Whatever it is, the exams are over, no point pondering about it. Eh what have I done during my holidays? Well....frankly speaking, I have been playing Maple almost everday, and even during my exams. I can't deny the fact that I'm quite addicted to Maple.

Since I'm playing Maple most of the time, I shall post some of my Maple experience. If ya interested, stay tune to my blog.

2005-09-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

Plunge into an abyss,
Feel so wrench.
What happened?
I don't know
.....................

Someday We'll Know

2005-08-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

First thing first, all the best in your exams BM0512 =)

Someday We'll Know
One of my favourite songs

[Mandy] Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

[Jonathan] Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

[Both] Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...

[Mandy] Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
[Jonathan] Or what the wind says when she cries?
[Mandy] I’m speeding by the place that I met you

[Both] For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight

Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why Samson loved Dalilah?
[Both] One day I'll go
[Mandy] Dancing on the moon
[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

[Both] Open up the world

[Mandy] I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

[Jonathan] Watched the stars crash in the sea

[Mandy] If I can ask God just one question

[Both] Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why Samson loved Dalilah
[Both] One day I'll go
[Mandy] Dancing on the moon
[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

A Walk to Remember

2005-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

A Walk to Remember is truly a beautiful love story and has a bittersweet ending. Well actually I was checking out whether Batman Begins vcd is released. And so I happened to chance upon A Walk to Remember. I was kind of attracted to the title, and I felt an urged to buy. No doubt it's worth my money. The film has a good sequence, or rather the storyline is good. But the graphic is really cheesy. Oh forget about that. What I like about the film is the quotes.

Here are some nice quotes that I would like to share:

Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?
Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.

Jamie: Are you trying to seduce me?
Landon: Why? Are you seducible?

Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

Landon: "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Landon: Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it. [This the best quote I ever like from the film.]

Well....good night!

2005-07-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm back. Looks like my entries were getting shorter and shorter. Haha actually there's nothing much to update. Well....same old phrase from me: Life goes on much as it was before, full of its own comings and goings. YawnZzz....just got back from home, feeling darn tired. Apparently, I'm out for the whole day.

But still, I managed to catch a movie, The Island. The show was good, really enjoyed it. And some parts of the conversation were really humorous, especially in McCord house. I still remembered a phrase from the movie, it's something like this: Just cause you wanna eat the meat doesn't mean you wanna meet the cow. Funny isn't it? Oh dear, and I can't imagine cloning a human. That's quite terrible ain't it? Imagine you see 100 copies of yourself. Each individual's uniqueness is lost, which God has endowed in everyone since our creation. Science is supposed to improve our lives, yet sometimes it doesn't seem so. I'm doubting whether science brings more benefits or harms? Maybe in the first place, human shouldn't interfere with the balance of nature. Opps, I prattle too much rubbish liao.

Sigh! Something is missing, what could it be? Oh yeah, the big word "MUGGING" is missing big time. Haha I've been slacking for weeks. And dammit, exams are drawing near. Haven't have much time for studying. I'm not ready or willing to give up my time for studying. No matter what, something has to be done. Shit! I NEED MORE TIME.

2005-07-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to Michelle and Audrey.

But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

2005-07-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sigh! What an awful day.
How I wish I possess a bottle of
felix felicis

2005-07-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hello! Now at e-plaza blogging away.
Haha....suppose to be doing project.
Been really busy lately, with so many projects on hand.
Somemore the deadlines are very near too.
Arghh.....project SUX.
Seriously, project is killing me softly,
but surely.
Got to go....off to do project liao.
Bye. Sob sob!!!

Care Group Outing

2005-07-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah....another great day.
Today outing with my care group was darn fun.
Just one word to describe it....fantabulous.
We were playing soccer in noon at Marine Parade.
Subsequently we went to East Coast and cycle.
However we just cycle for a while cos of the weather.
After that we dine at Kenny Rogers.
What a wonderful day.
Hope everyday can be like this.
But all play and no work makes me a dumb boy.
Gosh....didn't touch any notes this week.

Happy Birthday!!!

2005-07-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm back to update.
Haha...been really lazy to update, sorry.
Oh my gosh, how could I forget my blog birthday.
Anyway, happy belated birthday to you.
You're finally 1 yr old.
In addition, I shall sing a birthday song to you to show my sincerity.
And I thank you for listening to my constant ranting and rigmarole.

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to My Daily Prophet
Happy birthday to you.

Haha so corny.

Today sermon was great.
In fact every sermon is great la haha.
I truly learn a lot of things from the service.
Moreover today was so happening.
I was invited to the seed meeting.
Wow it's just so eyes-opening.
Benefit a great deal from the meeting,
especially the explanation on bridge and cross diagrams.
Once again, thank you Matthew for the dinner.

Erm...school been quite hectic, with so many upcoming projects.
Aye...did rather alright for my ICAs.
Got all As for accounting, management, statistic and econs.
Thank God for the wisdom he gave me during the tests.
Hallelujah!
Amen.

2005-06-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

Had an insomnia last night,
ended up I slept only 1 hour.
I reckon it's my habit of sleeping late.
If this continues, I will blackout soon haha.
Feeling so weary and fatigue now.
And my mind ain't functioning,
guess I will skip stats tutorial.
Gotta have an early rest,
hopefully I will be able to sleep.
NiteZzz....

God bless

2005-06-27T13:27:00.000+08:00

Haha....now I'm inside school computer lab. Suppose to be doing project work, but here I am blogging away :). Well I have a good news....yeah I got full marks for my accounts ICA. Really unbelievable, I was so surprised cos my correcting entry answers differ from others. Haha must be God's blessing. I thank God for blessing me. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.

How do you?

2005-06-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

How do you pick up the threads of an old life?
How do you go on,
When in your heart,
You begin to understand,
There is no going back?
There are some things that time cannot mend.
Some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold.

2005-06-19T12:17:00.000+08:00

Quagmire of thoughts....
Am poundering about something.....

I had a darn funny dreams this morning.
In the beginning, I dreamed that I was juggling a soccer ball.
It's simply amazing, astonishing, stunning...etc that I actually can juggle a ball very well(machiam like some soccer stars).
Hmm....then I woke up in an urgent.
Aye....well you know....the call of nature lah.

After peeing I went back to sleep.
This time a completely different dream occurred.
I was in some NYP classroom having a cloze passage tutorial(-_-').
The peculiar thing is that one of my college friend(currently in J2) was in that class too.
Somemore he made a blooper.
Aye....well the tutor called him to answer a question but he was sleeping.
Subsequently somebody woke him up.
Then he just uttered some rubbish and the whole class was laughing.
Hmm....so the tutor asked him to answer again.
I reckon he doesn't know which qns we were doing, cos he looked quite blur.
Thus I muttered "slide" "slide", hoping he can hear me.
However, the one sitting behind me heard what I was muttering,
so she(I think is Mandy) shouted the answer "slide "slide".
Then the whole class went into a frenzy, everbody was shouting "slide" "slide"
And I woke up abruptly.
Quite laughable right?
Having such a queer and amusing dreams.

Initially I thought I'm taking 7 modules, then I tried to recall those modules,
and it turned out to be only 6.
So I was thinking....maybe I'm really taking 7 modules,
and the last one will only happens in my dream.
Well....I was looking really perplexed lah.
Bcos this is the second time I dreamed about the cloze passage tutorial.
I think I'm going crazy.

T28 bbq

2005-06-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Below are some pictures taken during the bbq. I got it from Alison's blog. A wonderful and memorable night indeed. Miss ya guys. All the best in your endeavour.

The Trio(Hermoine, Harry, Ron) haha being lame

T28 taken in 2005

T28 taken in 2004

Darn funny, same posture again.

Awkward?

2005-06-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

Life is pretty mundane. Everyday project meeting....so sianz. I felt so uneasy while having lunch with the girls. They were asking some awkward questions and I was shrugging throughout or saying "I dun know". Afterward I went to gym alone. The feeling of solitary is indeed unbearable....sigh!!!

Oh my goodness, I just realized my head kanna sunburned(no joke). Skin is peeling off, no wonder so itchy.

Judgement Day

2005-06-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

Damn tired....only 4 hours of sleep. Well I stayed up late to watch wrestling. No doubt it's very entertaining and funny. Once again, JBL is portrait as a wuss. Big Show Vs Carlito match wasn't shown, guess it's cancelled. Otherwise it would be great to see how Matt Morgan F5 a 497 pounds monster. Hey enough of wrestling, back to project.

Jeez, almost everyone was late for today's project meeting and we didn't do much on it. We were shrugging as what to do. Hope the next meeting will be better.

Finally I bought a soccer ball. Going to train liao.....cya!

Which Shaman r you?

2005-06-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

You are Asakura Yoh! You are laid back and good
natured, but possibly the most powerful person
in your particular world. You are loyal and
make friends easily and aren't afraid to stand
up for what you believe in.

Which Shaman King Shaman are you? (with manga scans)
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You are Yoh's spirit - AMIDAMARU the ghost samurai!

What Shaman King spirit are you?
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Answer truthfully pls, and not on the basis of a character's traits.

Sentosa

2005-06-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

First of all, an early happy birthday to Daphne, I reckon her birthday is on friday though. Today outing is a bit boring, not much activities. The guys ain't enthu about playing except basking in the sun(in the sea). Another anguish is they went to Palawan instead of Siloso. Damn....Siloso has more volleyball courts and much spacious. Arghh....didn't play any volleyball game at all.

Well never mind, still have 2 weeks to chill out and party.

Song of the day
Mariah Carey - It's Like That

Cuz it's my night
No stress, no fights
I'm leavin it all behind
No tears, no time to cry
Just makin the most of life

Oh no, I think I got to find a job.....aye there goes my holiday.

Sentosa I'm coming

2005-06-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Tomorrow is my first maiden class outing(NYP) to Sentosa. Hope it will not be a fiasco.

By the way, last monday bbq with T28 was fun. Thx for everything guys.

Today html quiz was pretty alright, I scored 22/25, quite surprised though(so lucky). I thought it would be creating html but it turned out to be true or false and fill in the blanks qns.

Going to sleep soon.....nitez!!!

Summary of my day

2005-06-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

[Un}Cool....I have a new hairstyle. Haha I just cut it yesterday. Sorry for irregular update but I can't help it. Yeah I know it's quite stagnant and it's going to be. It seems like there're never-ending tutorials and so many projects to be completed, I barely have much time for myself. Fortunately, all ICAs are over otherwise I will blackout soon(haha just joking). I'm really looking forward to term break. Guess that I will work during the holidays because I'm broke, been spending a lot lately.

What a day, I hurt my right toe while playing soccer. And I have not go to gym for a week. Look, my muscles are shrinking(bewildered). No matter what, tomorrow I'm going to gym. Oh shit, tomorrrow there's management tutorial and a quiz on html. Arghh....I haven't learn yet.....damn damn damn....can't even relax.

Oh well....I think I'm going to do my tutorial now. Yeah before I go off, I would like to thank God for blessing me umpteen times. I pray that God will help me to grow into the person he wants me to be.

2005-05-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

Wah....feeling so tired and sleepy. Yeah today econ and account ICAs were pretty easy and alright. And finally food junction has opened. I miss the western food there. I will patronize tomorrow. School is really getting crowded and mrt too, always jam-packed. Maybe I've developed Agoraphobia. Haha just joking man, but seriously I dislike crowd. I just noticed that there's a few welt on my arm and leg. Damn those mosquitoes. I'm going to kill them.....cya

My walk with God

2005-05-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna do some asskicking around here....let's go. Haha....been missing for one week, now back to blog. Gosh I'm beginning to feel the stress. So many projects are coming up and ICA is just next week. Frankly speaking I haven't really started mugging. Well....no fear cos everything will workout for me. What a blithe disregard for the tests. In fact I'm quite apprehensive about it. I shall start mugging tomorrow. If you have noticed, I just changed my blog skin. I find it cool, so obsess with Shaman King. By the way I bought a new pair of nike soccer shoes. It looks so stylish and costs me a bomb - $96. Lucky there's a discount cos the original price is $129. The gym workout did pay off, my muscles are really growing and my appetite has become voracious.

Today church was so happening. I have began my walk with God. Rejoice for me everyone. Finally I've found someone who can succour me, direct or guide me when I'm lost, render a light in darkness and helps me to grow spiritually. I will believe in God fervently.

After church I went to play pool and Xbox with ZK, Vic, Benedict, Matthew and Siong Guan. Once again, thank Matthew for the drinks and ice cream brownie. I'm speechless boy, he's so generous, from what I observe. Today was really a great and wonderful day. Right here right now, I thank God for the day.

Awful

2005-05-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

Something awful happened to me this morning. Sore eye, sore throat and muscle aching more badly. Gosh I need some amino acid for fast recovery. Nonetheless I'm going to exercise later.

May the force be with you

2005-05-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Wow wow wow!!! Seriously, "Revenge of the Sith" rox! It's simply fantastic, terrific, tremendous, wondrous and marvelous. It's a better film compare to episode II. A very great improvement from episode II. You definitely can't miss it. In other words, a must see movie. Absolutely no spoiler in this film. The story was well delivered and battling scene was so cool and amazing. Oh well....the whole show was so intense and attention seizing until I forgot to drink my mountain dew. Not even a sip okay. Lol!!! That's funny isn't it? Mace Windu vs Chancellor, Yoda vs Sith lord, Obi-wan vs Anakin, these are the parts I like most. In fact I don't mind watching it one more time. Just one more time. Haha but I got no $$$ left so sad....sob sob.

Yeah, must start to save up, be more thrifty and prudence. Going to sleep soon, bye bye everyone and may the force be with you.

Physical Workout

2005-05-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

Yes just one more day to "Revenge of the Sith". And just a few hours to Shaman King. Yippie!!! That's fantastic, nothing can dampen my mood now. Aye....I'm in a ambivalent situation. Sigh....wonder whether I should buy Shaman King vcd. Think better not, rather save it for tomorrow. Yawnzzz....been feeling so tired lately, guess it's bcos lack of sleep. I shall sleep early today.

Wow I haven't been playing badminton for years and today is the day. Oh my goodness we(classmates) were playing at the squash court as the whole badminton court was booked. Damn....those orientation really ruin our plan. Nevertheless it's fun. School gym is not bad, today is the third time. Arghh....having muscle ache and strain on my arms, shoulder and thigh. I will become Batista in no time hahaha....yeah I can dream on. Got to go cya!!!

Jam and Hop

2005-05-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

OMG! Blogger SUX! I blog an entry yesterday but it was deleted. DAMN! Now I've got to blog again. It has been a hectic and busy week. Work has began to pile up though I dun feel any stress yet. Haha must be slacking off.

Well yesterday was fun cos there's Jam and Hop. So much of gambolling, shaking, shouting and dancing, now my whole body ache. Part of it due to gym also. Need some food to revitalize my strength....so cya!

Happy Mother's Day

2005-05-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Well first of all A Happy Mother's Day.
I celebrated the day through a sumptuous meal with my family, aunts and cousins.
You can say that it's a mass celebration.
Simply fabulous.

Went to watch Kingdom of Heaven on Sat.
Opps....apologise for my late update. =)
The movie was fantastic.
Especially during the fighting part where Saladin was attacking Jerusalem.
The tactics used by Balian were damn effective and efficient.
I was so astonished by it.
A prodigious strategy I would say.
And a prodigal mass suicide too.
Idiotic Lusignan, seriously detests him.

Currently waiting for Star Wars 3 to be out.
Arghh....can't wait for it.

Sentosa

2005-05-02T13:46:00.000+08:00

Wow! I went to Sentosa on saturday. Omg! I'm super tan now and my whole body is aching. My skin is peeling too, due to excessive sunburn. I'm in a mess, redness of skin, couple of wounds and unbalance tan....shit shouldn't have gone there.

Anyway....the entire activities were so boring, games were in a haphazard fashion and nobody was enthu about it. It's just so fucked up.

Yeah! I'm meeting 1T27.5 later on, haven seen them for a long time. So cya.

Finally a rest

2005-04-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

My day hasn't improve even though with a little prayer.
I think I should pray harder.
Oh what am I thinking....Jeez

PEM day was fun though with a little disappointment.
And today I played basketball instead of soccer.
All thx to ZK for being late.

Well I shall take a rest....
Yeah just for today only.
No mugging but gaming.

GO GO GO!!! Storm the Front!

Typical me

2005-04-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

I know my blog has been pretty stagnant, I apologise for that. Well....schoolwork has started taken its toll on me and I have began mugging too. If you have noticed, I'm feeling a bit down today....not because of work, I think is my typical moodswings. Why can't I stay happy for long? Sometimes I really hate myself....fuck.

Oh forget about that. I played soccer today, with some strangers in NYP. Yeah I'm quite satisfy with my performance today. I scored two goals though we were thrashed. Playing soccer tomorrow also....so cya.

Back o School

2005-04-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

Finally....a time for me to blog. (= School has already started and orientation has ended. Have to be mentally prepared haha. Well....frankly speaking, orientation was alright. The games were quite lousy but the ogls were great - friendly and helpful. Yeah! 3 cheers to all the ogls for making the orientation a memorable one. The only anguish I have is our finale dance. It was a complete fiasco....dun wish to emphasize. My classmates are fine, get along well with them. The only unbelievable thing is that Zhi Kang is in the same class as me....what a super coincidence and I'm really very grateful.

The time-table is damn slack compare to JC, which is so hectic and tight. But I guess it suits me. Now I'm feeling so sick due to dehydration....hope I will get well soon. Before I go off, I've got a quote to share....

Quote of the day: "A lesson learnt is an experience gained. An experience gained, the wiser you become. The wiser you become, the more you perceive. The more you perceive, the faster you comprehend. - by myself, Chuu Jye.

What's happening?

2005-04-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm so grateful that the school allows me to submit the enrolment forms by this friday. Actually the deadline was yesterday but I called to extend. Well....I expected that they will ask me for a reason, so I came up with a reasonable answer: "Jus came back from holidays." Haha....feel so bad lying to them though it's not a harmful lie isn't it? In fact I was damn lazy to bother about the packages, blaming myself. Cannot be so frivolous or blithely as last time.

Life has been topsy-turvy, my day becomes night and night becomes day, if ya get what I mean. This has to stop once school starts. I finished reading a book two days ago, it's call Johnny Angel, by Danielle Steel. Great book, it's so touching. Truly indeed, the breathtaking number one bestseller. I strive to be like Johnny, wearing a smile that brighten up a day, a valedictorian in his high school, so sensible, a soulmate to his mother and most importantly, he has the power to mend and heal. That's all for today, stay tune for my next entry. (=

A Great Day

2005-04-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Alright! I woke up at 10+ in the morning and went down to Hereen to collect my medical report. Fortunately I was not late as it closes at 12pm. I'm pretty glad that I don't have any illness or abnormality, though my eyesight has worsen. Afterwards we(Zhi Kang N me)amble around Orchard. Well I did some charity today, quite proud of myself. I donated $5.20. 20 cents to the can and $5 to an indian man that claimed to be a volunteer from some handicap home. Jeez...I have a foreboding that we were con. What a fool I am, I forgot to ask him for the authorization pass. To hell with him if he's a trickster.

Now here's the highlight of my day -
First time going to my friend's church. Oh I didn't know that a lot of my ex-classmates were from that church. Haven seen them for quite a while and it's great to see them - Victor, Benedict and Weiting. I've made new friends too, though I only remember two names, I reckon they are....Joseph and Si Da. Church was not bad, with some singing and spiritual lessons. Everyone was ecstatic, can see from their faces. Some were gamboling around during singing. Guess that they enjoyed very much. Yeah! Probably I will go again next week. (=

Later on we went to foodcourt, same old thing - jesting and crapping. Loads of laughter. Aye....then pool again. I was quite sick of pool lor, been playing for the past few days. But today was miraculous, I won four rounds consecutively(damn tyco, even I can't believe it). Quite a long entry, I will stop here....nite everyone.

Gone Forever And Ever

2005-04-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

Gone Forever And Ever

Myriad stars glistening in the sky and I look up.
With a reminiscent sigh, a paroxysm of sorrow fills me.
Thoughts are whirling and tears profuse.
The pain is unbearable when I think of thee,
I miss thee.

It was light years ago
When day was kindled with hope
And night with romance,
When spring arrived
And we dance
To music of a pipe unseen.

Alas! Those days were gone eternally.
For thou have passed into an isle of paradise.
The memory of thou shall not be dimmed nor faded,
But be hallowed, ever in my heart.

Myriad stars glistening in the sky and I look up.
With a little prayer, the stars show sign.
Across the milky way, thy visage appears.
Soon it vanish, sudden as gust of wind.
The pain is unbearable when thou leave,
Anesthetize me please!

Takes me two days to accomplish, though it still lacks of something. Not a very good one, will try to modify it. The idea was derived from a melody - Across the stars(Love Theme From Attack Of The Clones). It has beautiful tune and if you want it, message me.

How he had the heart to write?

2005-04-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Well I re-read the last chapter of the LOTR - The Grey Havens, just now. As any fans of LOTR should know that the ending is bittersweet. Yeah I agree with that too, indeed it is quite sad and heartaching that Frodo departed from middle-earth. Unlike any fairy tales which have a blissful and joyous ending. I'm not saying that the ending is tragic, it's good too cos the shadows of Sauron had vanquished. I was wondering how Tolkien had the heart to write this ending. Afterall, Sam and Frodo had been through so much, I'm pretty sure their bond is unbreakable. Furthermore, Frodo was really in love with his hometown, The Shire. I was heartbroken upon finishing the book. I thought a better ending would be "And he lived happily ever after." On a second thought, I felt that the ending was great, probably the most suitable ending to his masterpiece. Firstly, the ending is unique and unexpected, it gives the reader a surprise. Next, it's a realistic ending, after such an immense, arduous and tedious task, life naturally couldn't be the same as it was before, can it?

Oh well nothing much happened for the last few days, except that I had received the poly packages(Browse through it only). I have settled the $7 payment and play pool today. Jeez...the afternoon weather was bad, caught in the rain and now feeling so weary from the walking. Gotta sleep soon, nite everyone.

What I've been up to?

2005-03-31T02:58:00.000+08:00

Surprise! I'm back to blog =). Last week was totally fun....I enjoyed it. Damn....I receive an army letter today, calling for medical checkup and some documentation thing. I was disconcerted upon looking at that pink letter =(. I'm feeling so vex, wonder whether I can extend my deferment. Never mind, I will call them tomorrow and ask about my deferment. Hope it's successful otherwise my life is screwed up. By the way I got into my first choice - Biz management, NYP.

I just downloaded a new game, Sven Co-op. Great game, I'm a bit obsess with it. Arghh...neglected my CS training for four days, gotta start playing again(probably tomorrow). Seriously, I can't wait for school to start. So weird, I used to dislike school and now I'm yearning to go to school. A loud shoutout - I love school. Though it's stressful and hateful, I still want to go. ooo....I miss my schooldays and friends.

My sis borrowed a dozen of vcds, haha...I sneak inside the room to watch when she's asleep(she knows about it). Well I finished watching GTO(Japanese drama), it's marvelous although the speech is in Japanese. Fortunately, there's chinese subtitle. Aye...actually it's pretty unfortunate too, cos my chinese sux. Anyway, it's a terrific drama. Most credit goes to those pretty girls.

Insomnia worsen

2005-03-22T04:09:00.000+08:00

According to my watch, now is 4.11am. Told you...I'm having insomnia. Wondering how can I make myself feel sleepy? Hmm...maybe a rigorous exercise? Nay, I will get sweaty and probably makes me more invigorating. Seriously, I'm feeling more apprehensive about the oncoming JAE result. I can't stop my mind thinking about things, it just runs through like a freight train. Gosh...tomorrow there's swimming, it's going to be tedious. Guess I will definitely drown.

Perhaps I should listen to some musics to calm my nerves.

Hitch

2005-03-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, somebody asked me out for a movie. I had been staying at home for a week(I think). Guess what? I watched Hitch. Yeah I enjoyed the show very much. It's hilarious, with romance and slapstick scene thrown in. The dating consultant, played by Will Smith, is very likeable - the way he acts. After watching this movie, it gives me an idea that any relationship is possible. Well I'm referring to Albert and Allegra. What an unlikey couple. Overall it's an entertaining comedy that you can't miss it.

Omg JAE result will release at tomorrow, I'm feeling a little apprehensive about it. Hope I get into my desired course.

Anyway thx for the day guys - qq and ej =). It's been great to catch up with old buddies.

What's going on with me?

2005-03-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

What's going on with me? I am having insomnia lately, sleep at 5am....maybe it has become my habit. I just can't sleep early, keep squirming in my bed. This has to be stopped, seriously it's bad for my health to sleep late. And whenever I wake up, I look so wan, feel leaden in whatever things I do. Oh gosh! I notice there's pimples on my visage and two dark rings. Sigh! I can't stand the way things are going. Boring boring boring....can't take it anymore....gotta find someone to blather.

My First Love

2005-03-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

This is for your eye candy(For your eye candy),
I'm pretty sure everyone has. Yeah!
Don't you wanna get close to her/him
Before your chances slip away
And you regret?
Then get close to this.
Confess your feelings to her.
I'm writing in my own scenario.

From the first day I saw you -
Your sweet sunshine smile,
Your lovable dark eyes,
Your scarlet cheeks,
Your ebony hair,
With fringes that fell to your brows with casual elegance,
And your sexy legs,
I'm smitten by you,
In fact I fell in love with you.
I've never seen a lady so fine as you,
You are like a dream that became reality.

Everytime I try to watch you from afar,
And whenever our gaze meet,
I be on tenterhooks.
Do you feel the same too?
Do you know I'm very fond of you?

Everytime I close my eyes,
You're all that I see.
Just thinking about you
Takes me through the night.
Sometimes I wonder,
Have you ever think of me?

Girl, I'm going crazy,
I miss you so much,
All I wanna do is get close to you.
Close enough to see it's true,
Close enough that we'll never part,
Like the stars to the moon,
Like the earth to the sky when look across.
That's how close I wanna be,
To your heart(heart).

Girl, I've been trying to reach you
Cos I've got something to say.
Though I do not have the courage,
By the end of the day,
I still want to say
"I love you."

Life

2005-03-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

Isn't life strange - peculiar in many ways.
A surreal,
A total mystery.
Full of its own comings and goings.
Nobody knows what tomorrow brings
Nor what's going to happen and control.

As I passed each day,
I notice
Life is already laid before my feet.
It seems God has planned for me.
To enjoy every sweetness and bitterness of life.

Joy and Pain,
Happiness and Sorrow,
Laughter and Tears,
Excitement and Boredom,
Company and Loneliness,
Pleasure and Toil
Wealth and Penniless,
Freedom and Confinement,
Triumph and Loss,
Hope and Disappointment.

In life,
There's always ups and downs,
Full of coincidences,
Full of contradictions.
One thing for sure,
It never ends until the end of time.

Life is like a wheel of fortune,
Hence everyone's life differs.
Can't it be equal?
No.
Death is the only equalizer of all.

Don't shun your life
Even if it turns nasty,
It is only a test.
So embrace every beautiful moments you have,
Though You may take it for granted.

My Boredom

2005-03-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog's music again, I like this one very much. It sounds so intense and it's like rushing against time. Hope you like it.

Life is becoming more and more boring, not much activities.
Started reading again, to kill my boredom.
Yeah listening to songs is great too.
Gaming was pretty mundane, it has become my routine.

A Series of Unfortunate Events

2005-03-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

Violet, Klaus, Sunny

The Evil Uncle - Count Olaf

Well I haven't seen any movies lately so decided to catch this since Cheng Han recommended me. I certainly never read Lemony Snicket's books before. I reckon his books will definitely sell after the release of this film. It's a pretty nice film with an awesome performance, unique costumes, excellent plot and some comedy thrown in. Sunny, the infant was so adorable. She was the main source of laughter. And it's practically impossible to get a baby to act well - heads off to them. I officially announce that Emily browning(Violet) is my next teenage idols apart from Emma Watson and Lindsay. She's cute and has a sylph-like figure though I doubt whether you can see it. She's great in acting too. I deem this flim as another version of Harry Potter - adventurous, eccentric and humorous. A good flim for family or kids to watch. The only disappointment is that there's too little unfortunate events, they should show more since it's a series. Something to add on, the beginning(littlest elf) was hilarious. Lastly, watch out for the deadly viper.

I'm weary from all the talking and walking, guess I will sleep soon. Nite everyone.

Simply lost

2005-02-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

With a heavy sigh,
I turn away.
With a deepening heart,
No words to say.

Here I am,
At the crossroads once again.
Torn between choices,
Which direction should I head for?

Poundering my aptitude and interests,
But just can't figure out.
I'm so confuse,
I'm simply lost.

Past experience leaves a mark,
One step wrong - My folly
And it will fail,
To the ruin of all.

Yet everything has a contrast.
But I'm losing my confidence,
I'm afraid to make mistakes,
I can't afford to.

I can't make up my mind,
I'm so fickle minded.
Could someone shows me the way?
Can you render me help and counsels?

It's only a phone call away.

Sway

2005-02-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Well I apologise for not updating - sorry. Finally I've bought that Razer mouse. It costs $89, looks like I have to scrimp and save from now onwards. Indeed, it's really an excellent gaming mouse which earns me quite a number of headshots in CS. Aye...will update more the next time...cya

Here's the lyric

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Constantine

2005-02-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

Sorry for late updating!!! I was too tired to blog. Well I went to watch Constantine on Sat, with my ex-classmates - Qing Quan, Irene and Shi Miao. I went into the theatre with a thought tat it's pretty good, but it's not. Half a thumb up for that flim. But two thumbs up for the female actress who acted as Angela and Isabel. A very emotional and endearing performance put up by her. Keanu Reeves(John Constantine) acting was unpleasant. Very plain expressions, but at least better than Matrix, with only two expressions - frown and deeper frown. Those special effects were fantabulous(fantastic + fabulous). Overall the graphics are alright, although some parts were cheesy and a bit gloomy. I expected more actions and scary scence, yet it is not so. I was quite disappointed when the two leads didn't kiss at the ending. Furthermore some lines were inaudible and you need to have some lore of Christianity otherwise you will be shrugging. Last of all, the show seems quite similar to Silent Hill 4.

I'm very sleepy, hmm...I shan't continue....Once again, Happy Valentine's day to you all.

Summary of my New Year

2005-02-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

Here's the summary of my celebrations

Went to grandpa house for reunion dinner on eve, love the soup. After dinner I got angbaos from my grandpa and aunts. Haha dun ask me how much cos I won't disclose the amount, quite a lot la. Around 10+ we(Ej, his neighbour N me) went to Chinatown to watch firecrackers and fireworks. Wow...fabulous, it's my first time watching firecrackers, thunderous noise(at first I thought it's going to rain haha). I saw some celebrities from afar but can't get a good view, I've got to tip-toes and furthermore I'm short-sighted. After the whole performance, we thronged the narrow streets. Gosh we were moving at the speed of 1m per min(haha actually not tat jialat la...jus kidding). Lol!!! I saw a man staggering towards a curb and then fell down(apparently he was drunk), but he managed to get up, hope that he's fine.
Reached home at around 2+.

First day of new year, woke up early and had my breakfast, then went over to my grandfather house. Had my second breakfast at there, I was forced to eat =(. Have you ever wonder how fortunate we are? Have u given a thought about those homeless, without family, abandon and old folk's people, how are they going to celebrate this occasion? Well I'm pretty glad that some coffee shops do provide them with free meals, it's a good way for them to mingle and celebrate together(at least they won't be celebrating alone). Saw a news that Monfort secondary students are making laments for the tsunami's victims, hehe maybe I'm going to make one too. Truly indeed, a small country but has a big warm heart. After that we went to my 4th aunt house cos my cousin's fiance is coming too. He's a filthy rich japanese(don't know his background so well, heard from my mother). He has a beady eyes and a chubby cheeks, looks quite cute. Undoubtedly, he's polite and well-mannered. Lost $2 in mahjong.

Went to my godmother house today. Again, I lost $1 in blackjack. Didn't get a lot of Angbaos this year...wonder where's the other relatives? Never mind, more will come.

Valentine's day is coming, therefore I change my blog's music. It's one of my favourite songs definitely, hope it fits the ambience on that day. Sigh! No valentine for me, thinking of how to spend that day. I think I've got an idea, how about carrying a banner with who wants to be my valentine? printed on it. Argh...am I such pathetic?

Wish all couples A very very very Happy Valentine's day.
A gentle reminded, pls bring a pack of condoms along in case of emergency(haha laugh at my lame joke pls).

By the way here's the lyric:

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!!!

2005-02-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

Well...well...well first of all A very Happy New Year Eve to all my friends and my blog. I must thx my faithful blog for listening to my constant rigmarole, my lovesickness, my frustration and my everything. I gotta make some resolutions in this year.

1. be a studious boy
2. be more filial towards my mother and my godmother
3. stop disturbing my sis
4. start clan training soon, hopefully we can participate in this year WCG
5. be decisive and less fickle-minded
6. grow taller and more handsome
7. keep fit and healthy
8. do some volunteer work
9. go temple more often
10. learn elvish - either quenya or sindarin, best is both
11. manage my time well and get my priority right

Wow I wonder whether I can fulfill them all.
Si boe ú-dhanna, Bedich estelio anim, Estelio anim, Estelio garn tû.
(I cannot falter now, I must trust myself, trust myself, trust my own strength.)

Just finished my reunion lunch(is there such a thing?), later gonna watch some demos(probably.
Hey I'm always contradicting myself, I told myself to watch some demos and plan tactics, but I've never do it(real lazy). Later gotta go over to my grandfather house for reunion dinner...so stay tune for my night activities.

Another poem

2005-02-07T15:57:00.000+08:00

From me to her

A thought came to me in the morning when I was half awake, so I quickly scribbled it down on a paper since it's just beside my bed. I've posted it at the top, click on it to enlarge.

As I promised, Narn I Hin Hurin, The Tale of the Children of Hurin is a lengthy chapter but definitely worth reading it. Most of it is on Turin, son of Hurin, about his childhood to his doomed. Turin is one of my favourite characters in the book. Despite his rashness and pride, he's valiant and merciful. His greatest deed was the slaying of Glaurang, father of dragons. And I especially like the name Turambar(Master of Doom), which he gave himself.

Hmm...which book should I buy after Unfinished Tales? I'm thinking of The Hobbits. Perhaps I should approach something spiritual. Yea can't wait for Harry Potter and the half blood prince to be out. Oopps...I sound like a kid. Tomorrow is CNY eve...anyone wanna come out and have a drink after reunion dinner, pls msg me thx.

Bugis again

2005-02-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

An excuse to pon CL lesson and play soccer

Wow it has been 1 week+ since I last updated my blog. Hee I'm back again. I found the above form when packing my bookshelf few weeks ago. It's amusing and there's an error in it. I have not complete the following assignment(s): Skip CL Lesson.
Haha it's a reason to skip Chinese lesson. Wonder whether Vincent Chong's anger has simmer down since he always get pissed off by us =). Hippie Chinese New Year is coming, looking forward to get hongbaos. I guess everyone's mood must be over the moon now haha.

Well just now I went to Sim Lim to take a look at my desire Razer mouse and mat. OMG it's damn expensive, the mouse costs around $99 and the pad costs $40+. I've got to sell my microsoft optical mouse and surface and fork out $80 or more in order to buy the Razer set. Hey maybe I could use my hongbaos money....nay my mother won't allow, I think so...sob! Arghh...seriously need a good gaming equipments so that I can start my training sooner. Talk about gaming, online CS got so many cheaters. Damn pissed off and some still have the cheeks to say they were from NUS...wtF? I'm in doubt with them, don't Uni students have sense of intergrity and fairplay? They are a bunch of cheaters and liar. Don't know what Vavle is doing, never even update the security...should've quit CS. It's pointless and meaningless to carry on.

I'm halfway through the history of Galadriel and Celeborn of Unfinished Tales. I finished the chapters on Narn I Hin Hurin, A Description of The Island of Numenor, Aldarion and Erendis and The Line of Elros. Looks like I'm progressing quite fast. Of these four chapters I like Narn I Hin Hurin, it's a tale of the children of Hurin. It's such a sad and tragic story, but a beautiful one. I will talk more about it the next time....embrace Tolkien.

Into The West

2005-01-25T23:53:00.001+08:00

Here's the lyric of the new song. It's a nice piece and I like it very much. The song name is Into The West. It can be found in ROTK soundtrack. There are many meanings to it. But I feel that this song is about the aftermath of the ring or death. Well you can disagree with me, that's my own theory. I will analyse the song below each paragraph. * represents the lyric, ^ represents analysis

* Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You have come to journey's end

^ This part is after the ring is
destroyed at mount doom, where Frodo and
Sam sat on a huge rock, wearied and
exhausted. Here at the end of all things.

OR Death is the end of one's journey but
Gandalf had said before, death is not the end of journey.
Confuse....???

* Sleep now
Dream -- of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across a distant shore

^ Sam told Frodo to sleep, and asked him to
recall about the Shire, the fellowship and
those who aided them in their quest. The
fate of middle earth lies in his hand and
many pinned their hopes on him.

OR Sleep could mean an eternal sleep,
Dream - memory of friends
They....shore - The living ones miss the dead.

* Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away

^ The pain of recalling his hometown
and the perilous journey makes him cried.
But Sam assured Frodo not to be afraid cos
he will feel safe and secure sleeping in
his arms.

OR The dead cries because they will be
separated from their dear's one forever.

* Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

^ Frodo slept in
Sam's arms.

* What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call? - Chorus

^ Personally I feel that this part and the
paragraph below are the chorus. This part
shows the poundering of Frodo.

* Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home - Chorus

^ Here comes the answer,
the gulls called because it is time
for the elves to go back to their homeland
and here comes the time for the dominion
of man. The ship of Cirdan has come to
transport them.

OR Gulls call - doom has fallen upon,
remember the counsel of Galadriel to Legolas?

* Dawn will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
All souls pass

^ Remember what Gandalf had said,
death is another journey
to a new place.
All souls pass - death is just another path
that we all must take, it is inevitable,
everyone must go through this stage.

* Hope fades
Into the world of night
Through shadows falling
Out of memory and time

^ From a hopeless or impossible task to
a successful one.

* Don't say
We have come now to the end
White shores are calling
You and I will meet again

^ The sea is calling the elves home and Frodo
was granted a place in the undying land.
Sam was torn apart at Frodo's leaving, and
thought that this is the end of their
parting. However Frodo assured him that
they will meet again.

OR It's not the end bcos in death people
will meet again.

* And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping

^ In the book appendix it said that Sam
sailed over the sea after his wife, Rosie
died. Mostly likely to find his master.

OR People meet again in death

* What can you see
On the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call? - Chorus

* Across the sea
A pale moon rises
The ships have come
To carry you home - Chorus

* And all will turn to silver glass
A light on the water
Grey ships pass
Into the West

^ Beautiness of the isle and the ship
set sail to the west, the undying land.

Sianz

2005-01-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

Sianz sianz sianz!!!! I'm feeling more and more sianz. Haha I'm here to blog again, cos nothing to do. I only manage to read finished one chapter of the Unfinished Tales. I don't know why I'm not very keen in reading that book. The first chapter was "OF TUOR AND HIS COMING TO GONDOLIN." That chapter was about his journey to the Hidden Kingdom, Gondolin. Tuor, son of Huor was the first mortal who's fate was sundered from the fate of man. Well I dunno why, apparently Tolkien didn't say. But I think it's probably because of his great deeds and that's why he was granted an eternal life until the world ends, the life of the Eldar. I think the first chapter was kind of boring, without any romance or battle. Maybe this is the reason why I'm proceeding so slowly with tat book. I mean, the opening chapter of a book must be interesting or exciting in order to get the reader to continue.

Sigh!!! Sometimes reality is a torment. I always wish that my life would be a fantasy, a great tales, just like a great hero in a book, where people will sing of you, your heroic deeds, your greatness....Why can't the world be wound into that way? Haha...just a stupid question, it's only my thought. I'm pretty sure everyone would like to be a hero too haha.

Death, joy or woe? This question popped up in my mind just last night. Well, sometimes death can be an end to your despair, torment, your weariness with the earth and relieves you from suffering. However, death is an end to your life, which means that you can't enjoy what you possessed - materials, family, friends, love...
A simple way to look at it is that it would be a joy for a suffering person. On the other hand it would be a woe for a person who is still enjoying what he has or he hasn't fulfill his dreams. But for me I would say that it's both cos I don't believe that a person has only joy in his life and not pain. Another question quite similar to the previous, death, gain or lost? Everyone is subjected to birth, age, sickness, death. That's the cycle of life which I learned unless my memory cheated me. Everybody has this idea, they know they're going to die but they don't believe it. I'm trying to say that people know that death is inevitable but they just can't believe that they are going to die now, so they kid themselves about death. Actually there's a better approach which I learned from a book. To know you're going to die and be prepared. Every day just ask yourself is today the day I die, am I ready, am I doing all I need to do, am I being the person I want to be. Because you can't postpone death and through this way you can actually be more involved in your life while you're living. Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live. I've got a quote from LOTR movie to share with you "End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path. One that we all must take. The gray rain curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass. And then you see it. White shores. And beyond, the far green country, under a swift sunrise." I remembered Tolkien wrote in his book that death is a gift, he's got an incredible imagination, he's really my favourite author. Hey that's one of my favourite quotes =). Cya soon bloggy.

Outing

2005-01-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday I went out again. Haha same people too, EJ and Cheng Han. It's been fun hanging out with them. I'm pretty glad that they don't mind accompanying me to buy clothes. Vice versa I also accompanied them to buy their things. EJ bought a pack of empty disc, as usual CH bought PS games -.-. What a conincidence, we saw Sen Yen at bugis when crossing the road. Well, he joined us. We walked around most of the time but definitely not window shopping. I won't go through the details of our shopping cos it will be lengthy and boring.

Few days ago I saw a beautiful song lyric which inspired me to compose this verse, I spent quite some time thinking and come up with this:

I saw a sun rise high
at dawn,
The sky lighten and the dark gone,
Brightly shinning.

I saw a sun fading
at twilight,
The dark deepen so the light died,
Dimly shinning.

I saw her dancing
in the moonlight,
Fairer than man's imagination,
Softly swaying.

I saw her flee
in the moonlight,
Sorrow was my heart,
Softly pinning.

Nothing is certain,
Nothing is definite,
Nothing is forever,
Nothing is eternal.

For what might have been,
For what never was.
For a love half given,
For a shadow and a thought that I love.

Visit my forum

2005-01-11T03:24:00.000+08:00

Finally I've got my own forum, cheers yeah! yeah! Although it's a gaming forum, you can discuss other things at the general board or at the entertainment category. Haha hope you guys will support my forum, so get yourself register now and post some topics. Here's the link: http://nblestel.proboards43.com/
By the way you can find the link at the left column under friends.

Well there's nothing much to blog, life goes on much as it has in the past months, full of its own comings and goings. Scarcely aware of the existence of my blog -_-.
I happened to come across some funny LOTR stuffs at a website. I've posted it below, care to take a look.

Aragorn Teaser

Aragorn Teaser 2

Dwarves humor

Nice name

Uruk Hai's joke

Forth Eorlingas and Unfinished Tales

2005-01-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yo!! I'm back to blog. Today I went out with EJ and Cheng Han. Well...actually they went to buy games before meeting me. We went to Kinokuniya at Bugis cos I want to buy Tolkien book, Unfinished Tales. Wow!! Seriously I'm really obsessed with all Tolkien books. He's a genius, I love all his works, his imagination and creativity. Basically the book illustrates about tales that are not featured in LOTR and The Silmarillion, a further expansion. I will talk more about it when I've finished reading. After buying, we just walked around aimlessly, talking craps - moslty about games, then had our dinner. Oh Ya!! There's one funny incident about Cheng Han. Haha if you want to know what is it, go ask him or EJ LOL!!

As you have noticed, I had changed my blog music. You can get the track from LOTR(The Two Towers). It's one of my favourite tracks in TTT. I think it's really very emotional, provided you are watching the scene. The soundtrack is played during Theoden's desperate charge onto the battlefield in Helm's Deep. The last charge is bought to an end when Gandalf and the banished Rohhirim appears at the top of the cliff. And their spectacular charge down the immensely steep cliff is an extremely impressive battle scene(The best scene in TTT). In my opinion, the music really highlights the good triumphant the evil. Hope You guys like it.

So much had happened since the beginning of the year, especially the tsunami incidents which killed so many people. At first I don't really sympathize those victims when I heard the news. Well You may say that I've got a heart of stone or I'm ignorant, but whenever I saw those victims on TV, their plight, grieve and broken families, I do pity them. I really hope this disasters would end soon and they may be safe. What grace is given me let it pass to them, let them be spare, save those tsunami victims. Mára mesta(Goodbye) bloggy.

The Silmarillion

2004-12-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

I have just finished reading The Silmarillion. It's a tale of the first age of middle-earth and an epic lengendary precusor to The Lord Of The Rings. It's absolutely fantastic. I hope somebody will make a movie out of it. Hmm...I will give a brief introduction or rather a long summary of the story.

In the beginning, Eru, the One or Iluvatar in elvish tongue, made Ainur, the Holy Ones, that were the offsprings of his thoughts. And he spoke to them, propounding to them themes of music; and they sang. And it came to pass that the Ea(world) was made, through those themes of great music. Then those of the Ainur who desired to descend to the earth, arouse and entered. Great among those spirits were the Valar, who were deemed as God by the elves, and their servants or helpers were known as the Maiar. The Valar dwelt in Valinor, Aman, known as the undying land. And they laboured and nurtured the earth. Hence, there came an hour where the children of Iluvatar, the elves, known as the firstborn came into middle earth. In the midst of that time, Melkor, the evil Valar, wanted dominion of the earth and thus some of the elves were captured, tormented and turned into orcs. And for the sake of the elves, the Valar in Valinor declared war with Melkor, named as Morgoth by the elves. Subsequently the Valar were victorious and they cast Melkor into prison for three ages. Nonetheless, the base of Melkor was not utterly destroyed and some of his servants fled, including Sauron(most powerful servant), who was once a Maiar but corrupted by Melkor. After the war, the Valar hold counsel and decided to summon the elves to Valinor and live there. Hatred and jealousy started to grow greatly in Melkor's heart and he wanted vengeance. Whereas in Valinor, there were bliss and splendour. Of all things in Valinor, they loved most the two white trees. And Feanor, most gifted of the elves, wrought three silmarilis, of these three jewels, they caught the light of the white trees. After three ages, Melkor was pardoned by the Valar, and hence he began his evil subtlety and malice. He destroyed the two white trees and stole the three silmarils. In rage and rashness, Feanor and his kindred defiled the Valar and sailed to middle earth and waged a long and terrible war with Melkor. In the midst of the war, the man, who was known as secondborn, awakened and aid the elves in the war. Those two races were the children of Iluvatar but they were endowed with different gifts, such as man will die whereas elf will live unto the ending of the world. However, the might of Melkor was not so easily to overcome as he had balrogs and dragons. And one by one, the heirs of Finwe(Feanor father) fell. Until hope came, where the hosts of the lords of the west came forth and battle against Melkor. Then Melkor was overthrown and prisoned forever. Thus end the story of The Silmarillion.

As you read the book, only one silmaril was recovered and the other two were lost in sea and fire. An additional information: the dwarves were not the children of Iluvatar, they were created by Aule, one of the Valar, to preserve his skills in crafts. From the story, you will learn the lineage of Galadriel and Elrond, and understand better about the story of The Lord Of The Rings. Yeah! I've got a lot more to tell but I think I will stop here.

Kung Fu Hustle

2004-12-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Kung Fu Hustle

I'm weary, just came back from Christmas celebration. Today is fun and enjoyable. We exchanged a lot of lame jokes. Finally I get to see Valla, haven't seen him for a few months. Yeah! Today we went to watch Kung Fu Hustle at Shaw Tower. Actually we went to suntec cinema first, but the queue was damn long. Therefore we went over to ST since very few people would go there and watch movies. Surprisingly, the theatre was almost full house. WOW! I was astonished when I first stepped in cos it's damn huge and spacious. Haha we even embarrassed ourselves because we took the wrong seats =(. Overall the show is not bad but there's room for improvement. And there's one quote that I love from that movie as it sounds familiar to me although it's translated in chinese: "With great power comes great responsibility." Hmm...okay I remember now, that quote comes from Spiderman. After the show we went to eat Bakuteh at Bugis. It was Jin Chang who intro us to try. Yummy! The dishes taste delicious and it's relatively cheap. Never did I know that Yummy King came before and advertised the stall in TV until I saw the banner. Droopppsss....I will patronise that stall again. Hoping for another outing, maybe during new year, the year of the chicken. Wish that next year will be a fruitful and peaceful year =).

Something to add on[important]: Valla was knife by Ej and me when we played CS after buying our tickets. Muhahaha....humiliation

Merry Christmas!!

2004-12-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

Now is twelve O three and I'm busying greeting everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Haha...hope that you guys have a joyous and wonderful time. Just now Shi miao and Yu wen called me to join them in thier countdown. Well it's a pity because my mother doesn't allow me to stay overnight. Sigh! I wanted to go, to see my long lost buddy(Yu wen) and chat with them. Argh..!! Feeling so lonely, only games to accompany me. I seriously hope that tomorrow will be better and I'm looking forward to it. Probably go out with friends and catch a movie. Haven't seen a movie for quite some time and I'm longing for it. Guess what, today I saw her. Wow!! It's such a coincidence.....nay, I think it's fate haha.......
That will be the best xmas present I received.

I have just finished composing a song for her, in memory of today.

It goes like this:

Where now is she, my sweetheart?
Why does she wander afar when my heart is calling for her.
Now is the hour when the lost should come forth,
At Christmas Eve I saw her.
She was clad in bright raiment,
Wearing a genial smile,
and cute was her smiling eyes,
Audrey!! Audrey!!
more fair than mortal tongue can tell.

Primary School Gathering

2004-12-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Well...it's been 5+ years since I left my primary school. And today, we've got a primary school gathering. In fact they have it every once a year. Haha...quite surprising, I turn up for the first time. Hey wait wait, I only turn up for the dinner but not the afternoon activities. I was having a dilemma in the morning, whether to go or not. Actually I wanted very much to go since I had promised Soon Meng, but something in my mind held me back and I dunno why. It's a battle between my heart and my mind and it seemed ages before I made my decision - I dun feel like going. The reason is not that I'm unsocialble or unfriendly, but it seems quite awkward to me since I had never went to any primary school gathering in the past five years. The feeling was like a mother who has found her long lost son. Oh yeah, the afternoon activities were held at sentosa, beach volleyball, captains ball, etc. Furthermore I think it's heaven will, because my mother was away and I dun have much money in my piggy bank. I can't possibly rob my mother extra purse as those money is kept for emergency. However Ah meng called me in the afternoon and asked me to join the dinner. Undenialbly, I hesitated first but somehow guilty bought over me because I didn't fulfill my promise. Aye another reason is I want to buy Tolkien book - The Silmarillion. Therefore I went to bugis Kinokuniya before I went to meet them at Marina Bay. Wtf? They were late, I've waited for half-an-hour before they finally turned up. Haha I've already expexcted it. Nevertheless I still turned up early(as a good impression). Well I'm a magnanimous person haha I bear no grudges or grievance since I broke my promise first. It's fair. Upon seeing them I hardly remembered anyone save only a few(SM, Wee Siang, Wan mei). The dinner was fun and joyous although I'm unusually quiet. I'm a person that takes time to warm up a relationship. Anyway I talked to SM for most of the time. Hmm...yeah tat's all, quite happy to see my primary mates well and fine.

Some interesting stuffs

2004-12-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hur? Oh My God I overslept, I woke up at four plus in the afternoon. I'm such a sleepyhead, but couldn't be blame bcos I slept at dawn.
Suppose to go gym today with my friend but he didn't call me. And I'm quite glad. I felt so lethargic and didn't feel like doing anything. I'm feeling a bit hungry now as I ate only one meal, and that's my dinner. I skipped my lunch because the noodle gave a foul smell. As usual, I switch on my computer, either to play games or surf net. And I found some interesting stuffs(it's below), you may want to try it. Nonetheless it's seems accurate to me, well it depends how you see it.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experience soul who appreciates tradition.
Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.
Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.
A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people.

You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends
A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.
Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.
But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You are 87% Sagittarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Life is getting boring!

2004-12-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

The night air is chilly. Oh! It makes me feel sleepy and cold. I'm getting more and more bored with each passing day. Nothing to do except eat, game, sleep and sometimes read. Anyone can suggest something to kill my boredom? I miss the dawn, the morning sun and the fresh air. Everyday I got up in the afternoon, even with alarm clock, I still get up late nonetheless. Looks like I've got to adjust my body clock, by sleeping earlier. But it takes time to change and I'm not quite willing to abandon my night life. Only during night, will I feel quiet and peace. I hate the blaring noise from the TV, it's quite disturbing and makes me lose concentration easily. I'm feeling so boring and lonely right now. Hmm...thinking of calling anybody for a talk. Hope that my sister will come home soon, so I can disturb and tease her....Wahaha!! She's been staying in my aunt house for quite a few days, time to get back. YeaH! I just finished composing a song or whatever you may call, a poem.

Here it goes:

The night is falling
The air turns chill
Stars are veiled
Darkness has come

In my dimly lit room
I lay on my cosy bed
Curl up in a corner
And sleep in deep

A dream falls upon
And in dream
We meet again
I see her My beloved
Her sweet smile her attractive eyes

I can't take my eyes off her
I hope it lasts
Even if it is a dream
And it is a good dream
But all shall fade
All shall fade

It's original and not taken. YawnZzz....I'm getting tired, my eyes are closing. I'm going to sleep bye bloggy.

I composed a song!!

2004-12-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! I stayed up late last night to compose a song. I do not know what inspires me to do it. Confession confession...actually I'm thinking of her, the first sight I met her. Although I crush easily, this was somewhat different. The feeling can't be describe. It seems like we've known each other before. Our gaze lingered on each other, it seemed like she's looking into my heart and vice versa. Her eyes were beautiful and attractive. And I started to behave awkwardly or unusually. How I wish I could see her one last time.

The song goes like this:

The leaves were green, the grass was lush,
The sun was blazing weakly and clouds shadowing.
A ray of light shone upon her face,
Scarlet was her cheeks
And fair was her skin.
She was prancing joyfully
To music of a pipe unseen.
And her hair was swaying in the howling wind,
And her raiment glimmering.

There he came from mountains cold,
Weary was his feet and dry was his purple lip,
And he staggered through the rocky path,
Journey was tedious and perilous,
And there he stumbled and lie flat on the ground.
He crawled arduously,
He peered between the green leaves
And saw in wonder:

O slender as a hour-glass! O fair as a moon in the darkness!
And her eyes,
Those eyes
As clear as still water,
As shining as diamond,
like a gold glittering in the shadows.
O beautiful eyes! O stunningly gorgeous!
O glamorous she is! O lovely she is!

Enchantment healed his fatigued body.
Yes! He's fallen,
He had fallen in love.
How I wish I know her,
I desire her,
Ah! An heavenly gift she is.
Strength shall spring upon him.

Well....if you find it lousy, do forgive me. Haha!!

Today the weather was fine. It's very sunny and windy, I could hear the wind whispering beside my ears. A very nice day for outdoor activities. But it's a pity, I woke up late-3pm in the afternoon. Otherwise I would go out. Hmm...nothing much see you bloggy.

Hullo!! I'm back

2004-12-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hehe!!! Forgive me for not blogging. Firstly I wanna thx Shi miao and Irene for their birthday present. Yummy! those mini cakes are indeed mouth-watering. YeaH!! not forgetting my brothers too, Jin Chang, Qing Quan, En Jiang, Yong Chen, Wai Keong, thx for celebrating with me. I had a wonderful day. Thx a lot!!

Haha!! I just changed my blog music. Isn't that nice and soothing? Oh yeah! no doubt it sounds a bit sad. It's taken from Lord of The Rings The Two Towers. This piece of music is called: The Evenstar. But it's neither music, because actually there's song. You know what? The song is in Elvish language. I truly admire Tolkien. He invented the Elf language.

Here it goes:
Ú i vethed nâ i onnad. Si boe ú-dhanna. Ae ú-esteli, esteliach nad.

Chorus: Nâ boe ú i

Estelio han, estelio han, estelio, estelio han, estelio veleth.

The English translation is like this: This is not the end....it is the beginning.
You cannot falter it now.
If you don't trust, trust nothing else.

Chorus: You should not do this

Trust this, trust this, trust,Trust this, trust love.

Haha! Looks like I'm quite obsessed with LOTR Trilogy. Currently I'm finding Aragorn's Coronation, a short elvish song when he sang it during the return of the king scene. Anyone got that song or know where to download it pls inform me.

Note: For Heaven's sake Pls call me by my new name. I still heard people calling me Long Xian, especially my brotherhood. Gosh is it hard to remember? Well it pronounce as Chu Jie

AngryMan 2

2004-11-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

Dear blog, sorry for neglecting you. Been damn lazy to blog. Woohoo...today CS was fun. Ej and me knife around 100+ people. Mostly in Club 7 server. HAHA!!!

Officially changed my name

2004-11-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys! I changed my name already. My new name is Chuu Jye. Pls call me by my new name in the future.

Resident Evil : Apocalypse

2004-10-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sexy pic er?

Alice in action!

She looks like the game jill valentine isn't it?

Stop peeping...look at her left shoulder, muscular sia

Finally Milla Jovovich(Alice) is back to kick some bloodthirsty zombies ass......frankly speaking, I'm quite disappointed with this flim. There are a lot of random action sequences. What we see is zombies, zombies get shot, explosion, lickers, lickers get shot, explosion, zombies, sparring with zombies, then nemesis, chasing after human, then explosion again. What happened to the plot, there isn't much plot, all we get is a string of meaningless occurrences, offset by a few action scenes. But no doubt, the action scenes are fantastic. The most ridiculous part is that the nemesis is being controlled. The Umbrella can't even manipulate a normal zombie, how can they manipulate a nemesis, which is much more powerful. In addition, a zombie is one who act on its own instinct, but nemesis is not, he follows order. This is totally absurd because what they are trying to show is that nemesis is more of a robot than a zombie. For your info, nemesis does not help people. Are they trying to depict that zombie and human can actually co-exist together in harmony. In that case FUCK U!! This movie is totally fuck up. There's one funny part about Alice, she becomes a super human after she was injected by T-Veronica virus, which is not contagious at all. OMFG she can jumped three to four storeys high to avoid shots from nemesis. Not to waste talents, I suggest she can participate in Olympic high jump, long jump or even triple jump events. The whole movie was craps and bullshits. They made Alice died in a plane crash, then resurrected and becomes a psychic. This is utterly ridiculous. There's some nudity, what I like is that Milla Jovovich exposed her boobs. Haha she got a small boobs, oh yeah otherwise she won't be able to jump so high and run so fast. Well I reckon there will Resident Evil 3-operation Alice completed. On the whole, the movie is too exaggerating. Avoid it at all cost. What do you think the third movie title will be called? I seriously think they should call it
Alice in "Wonderland" or Alice in Savageland. That will be cool.

Hi My name is Alice and I remembered everything..........
The evil begins............SPOILERS!!!

Some equations!!!

2004-09-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

Y women are evil?

Y men are more evil???

Just for laughter

2004-09-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

Monogolian VD
An American tourist goes on a trip to China. While in China, he is very sexually promiscuous and does not use a condom. A week after arriving back home in the States, he awakes one morning to find his penis covered with bright green and purple spots. Horrified, he immediately goes to see his doctor.
The doctor, never having seen anything like this before, orders some tests and tells the man to return in two days for the results. The man returns a couple of days later and the doctor says, "I've got bad news for you. You've contracted Mongolian VD. It's very rare and almost unheard of here. We know very little about it." The man looks a little perplexed and says, "Well, give me a shot or something and fix me up, doc." The doctor answers, "I'm sorry, there's no known cure. We're going to have to amputate your penis." The man screams in horror, "Absolutely not! I want a second opinion!" The doctor replies, "Well it's your choice. Go ahead if you want, but surgery is your only choice."
The next day, the man seeks out a Chinese doctor, figuring that he'll know more about the disease. The Chinese doctor examines his penis and proclaims, "Ah yes, Mongolian VD. Very rare disease." The guys says to the doctor, "Yeah, yeah, I already know that, but what can you do? My American doctor wants to operate and amputate my penis!" The Chinese doctor shakes his head and laughs, "Stupid American doctor! American doctor, always want to operate. Make more money, that way. No need to operate!" "Oh thank God!" the man replies. "Yes!" says the Chinese doctor, "You no worry! Wait two weeks. Dick fall off by itself!

Confession
A priest was sitting in a confessional and watched through the window as an old man with a cane struggled in. It took him a couple of moments before he was finally settled in and then he spoke.

"I'm going to be 92 years old on Tuesday, I have been married for 70 years to a wonderful wife, I have 5 children, 20 grandchildren and 15 great grandchildren. Yesterday I picked up two college girls hitchhiking. They took me back to their hotel room and I made love to each of them 3 times!

"The priest contemplated this story for a moment and then responded."Well my son, are you sorry for your sins?"

"What sins?" the old man said.

"Don't you want to be a good Catholic?" the priest replied.

"Catholic? I'm Jewish!" replied the old man.

"Why are you telling me this!?" the priest questioned.

"I'm telling everybody!" the old man responded.

Your first time
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.
Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex.
At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!"
The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.
A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down.
10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.
Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious." The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist."

Maths lesson
What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:

If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103%

AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118%

So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit and Ass kissing that will put you over the top

Some great optical illusion!!!

2004-09-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

Here are some optical illusion, probably you have seen it before. But do care take a look at it.

How many black dots are there? =)

Cool isn't it?

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

2004-09-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

Right here, I wish all the teachers who had taught me before, A HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.

"A Teacher Is..."

Someone who is wise, who cares about students and wears no disguiseBut is honest and open, and shares from the heart, not just lessons from books, but life where you are A teacher takes time to help and tutor, with English, or math, or on a computerIt's someone who is patient, even in stress, who never gives less than the very best.

Thx for your meticulous tutelage.

The American History X and Tiger's Whip

2004-08-30T16:29:00.000+08:00

Cool!!! Today we had our GP lesson at seminar room 3. We watched 2 movies, the first 1 was American History X whereas the second 1 was Tiger's Whip. American History X was full violence and brutality. I recommend that this movie is only for mature thinking people. Because apart from the violence, the movie contains explicit scenes, a bed scenes and a guy was gang bang by a group of males, although what we watched were censor. However if you can get hold of an illegal vcd, that will be interesting. There are overusage of vulgarity also, especially the F word. There was one shocking scenes, where Derek drags a black to the curb, force him to put his mouth on the corner of the curb and he stomp his foot on the back of his head, tearing his jaw and later the black died of massive head trauma. The ending was sad, I won't elaborate on this, watch it yourself. A very good movie, depicts what racism is and the things that usually happen in prison. Tiger's whip is a Singapore produced film, nothing much to say because I only watched the starting due to time constraint. The starting was about a man, called Dick Winner, his penis was bit by a cobra and needed to go for an operation in Singapore. A very funny movie, if you seeking for entertainment, watch this.

For more details of The American History X, visit this website http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0120586/

If You're Not the One

2004-08-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

Here's the lyric of my blog's song.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home withI hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

What Tree Did U Fall From???

2004-08-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

Find your birthday and then find your tree... This is cool and somewhat accurate, also in line with Celtic astrology. I'm not sure I believe in this kind of stuff ...but I do find it interesting !!!

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm TreeJan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress TreeFeb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar TreeFeb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar TreeFeb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine TreeMar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow TreeMar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime TreeMar 21 - Oak TreeMar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut TreeApr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan TreeApr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple TreeApr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut TreeMay 01 to May 14 - Poplar TreeMay 15 to May 24 - Chestnut TreeMay 25 to Jun 03 - Ash TreeJun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam TreeJun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig TreeJun 24 - Birch TreeJun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree

Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir TreeJul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm TreeJul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress TreeAug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar TreeAug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar TreeAug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine TreeSep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow TreeSep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime TreeSep 23 - Olive TreeSep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut TreeOct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan TreeOct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple TreeOct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut TreeNov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut TreeNov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash TreeDec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam TreeDec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig TreeDec 22 - Beech TreeDec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree

APPLE TREE (the Love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

ASH TREE (the Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

BEECH TREE (the Creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

CEDAR TREE (the Confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

CHESTNUT TREE (the Honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

CYPRESS TREE (the Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

ELM TREE (the Noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

FIG TREE (the Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

FIR TREE (the Mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable

HAZELNUT TREE (the Extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

HORNBEAM TREE (the Good Taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

LIME TREE (the Doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

MAPLE TREE (Independence of Mind) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

OAK TREE (the Brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

OLIVE TREE (the Wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

PINE TREE (the Particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

POPLAR TREE (the Uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

ROWAN TREE (the Sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

WALNUT TREE (the Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

WEEPING WILLOW (the Melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

I fall from Ash Tree, what tree did u fall from? Haha! I dun think it's very true lah cos I'm somewhat not very reliable and trustworthy. HAHa! Better dun tell me any secret

Never Have I Fallen

2004-08-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Izzit it a crush? Huh?

Quote of the day: "When you love someone,all your saved-up wishes start coming out."

A trip to Officer Cadet School(OCS)

2004-08-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Today is such an unusual and interesting day. We went to OCS, an army officer training school. Before we went, we had a talk on Singapore Defence again at the auditorium. But this time a skit was added to make it more interesting. We set off to the school at around 12.45. To my amaze, the school was damn huge and there's a lot of sports facilities. Firstly, our tour guide, who is an undergrad cadet officer, showed us to their bunk. Although the place was not spacious, it was clean. Furthermore, there's a computer too. Hmm...I wonder whether they are allowed to surf porn? Haha I dare not ask lor. After that, they showed us some foodstuffs which were packaged. They even took out some samples for us to try. Later we proceeded to another station. They chose 3 students for camouflage makeup. The interesting part was when they showed us the weapons and equipments. We get to try out the night vision goggle, which cost a bomb, approximately 10K. Unbelievable, I was surprised when I heard it's price. Therefore we must handle it with care. We also get to try the rifle with a laser. There were lots of weapons, ranging from rifles to bazooka. No doubt, they were quite heavy. Later we were usher to the forest. They taught us some survival skills. Like the setup of bird trap, monitor lizard trap, fire camp, preserving food and method of killing a bird. The killing was fascinating, it drew a large attentive crowd but a bit merciless. The instructor told us that in order to survive in forest, we need to find food and kill it by ourselves. Firstly, as a Buddhist, killing is a sin, therefore I quite opposed to the demonstration of killing the small bird. Secondly, I dun think they need to go till so extreme, to the extend of demonstrating the kill, it's not as if we are really in a situation of life or death. Maybe they can just elaborate but surely not demonstrating it. However, I didn't utter a word since quite a lot of them were so curious to watch. First, the instructor hold the small bird tightly in his left hand, next he used two fingers and locked the bird's neck, subsequently he twisted it's neck and pulled it out. The kill was quick and fast, so as not to prolong the bird's agony. The amusing part was the loud screeching sound made by the bird when it's head was already out. However, the schedule was poorly planned. Nevertheless, it's a fruitful trip, experience a lot, hmm...some self-defence skills too. Yawnz...I'm pretty tired, guess I'm going to sleep. Gd nite.

Went to watch AVP!!!

2004-08-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Alien Vs Predator, neither win nor lose. Went to watch AVP today at Lido. Well, the movie was not bad although I expect more alien vs predator fighting scenes. The movie was quite aghast and brutal. Hmm....about the rating, I would give 31/2 stars out of five. Guess that there'll be AVP 2. Yeah well today I've got A'level SPA again. Fortunately yesterday I did my revision otherwise I think I'm going to fail. I was shocked that I know how to do all those calculation. Haha Gd luck for my practical. I'm quite contented on my recent tests, I had done acceptably well. I have been really busy lately, no time to blog even though I feel like blogging. I'm way behind my homework too, especially maths tutorial because there's too much tests going on, gotta find time to catch up. Promo is drawing near too, I think it's time for me to settle down and study hard. Arghh...really fear that I will not be able to get promote to J2. Never mind, dun think so much about it. I believe faith will see me through.

Hungry Ghost Festival!!!

2004-08-16T16:35:00.000+08:00

It slipped my mind, today is the first day of Hungry Ghost Festival. Which means that the hell gate had already been open. Gosh, it has been a week since I last updated my blog. Been lazy and always appearing exhausted and sleepy in class. Well, I have been reading novels late into the night. Life has been monotonous. And time seems to fly rather than tickling slowly. Somehow I wish I've got the magic to turn back time, so that I can spend my time more wisely and meaningfully. Today was a joke. Whole class has been cracking jokes and nonsense about the Hungry Ghost Festival. But it did lift my spirit with some laughter, still I don't think it's appropriate to crack jokes on the dead. Precisely it's because of disrespectful, whether to the dead or to the festival. Hmm....nothing much to blog so I will end here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

2004-08-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! Wish U Peace N Prosperity

The Village

2004-08-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

Let the bad color not be seen. It attracts them. Never enter the woods. That is where they wait. Heed the warning bell. For they are coming. The Village

Door red mark

Ivy Walker

Today I went to watch a movie, The Village, directed by M. Night Shyamalan. He's also the director of the movies Sixth Sense and Sign. Actually I wanted to watch King Arthur but it's not showing anymore. Basically, the story is about a quiet, isolated village in Pennsylvania in 1897, lies a pact between the people of the village and the mystical or unspeakable creatures, those who shall not be named or those who we do not speak of, reside in the surrounding woods. The evil and foreboding force is so unnerving that none dare venture beyond the borders of the village and into the woods. However, when curious, headstrong Lucius Hunt plans to step beyond the boundaries of the village to seek medical supplies from the towns beyond the woods, the pact is challenged. Animal carcasses, devoid of fur, begin to appear around the village, causing the council of elders to fear for the safety of the village, the pact, and so much more. Oh yah, the creatures hate the colour red(the bad colour). Here comes the twist, Lucius is stabbed serverely by Noah Percy, an insane man who likes Ivy Walker(the daughter of the village head, William Hurt) when he found out that Ivy and Lucius love each other deeply. At first, I thought Lucius will be the one who can save the villagers from the creatures, since he is extraordinary brave. But, the person who journey across the woods is Ivy, because she has to fetch medicine from the towns to cure Lucius. It is a perilous task and she has to overcome many obstacles. Moreover she's a female and the worst is that she's blind. Erm...I will not sprout the ending, you've got to see it ourselves. Hmm....I personally feel that the movie is not very well delivered. It's not a very horror or ghastly movie although I admit that I jumped at a few scenes. The ending twist was unexpected and I'm disappointed with it. However, this is a good romance story. Shyamalan makes the audience feel many emotions besides fear, in fact, the presence of so many emotions in The Village adds to its quality. He manages to weave a romance into his story, thus making the audience truly feel for his characters. It tells me that love can conquer your greatest fear. In addition, the eerie music has a great effect. This movie is riddled. For example, why they live in such an isolated village instead of the towns? I think the reason is that William Hurt's character, the son of a billionaire, was exposed to an enormous amount of greed, backstabbing, murder, and distrust that billionaires have to deal with. The Village is something he has funded to keep his people safe from this corruption. The "People of whom we don't speak" are just an insurance policy to keep them out of the forest and away from the borders. Hey the red cloak creatures are actually fake and they are a bit stupid and clumsy too. Furthermore, the creatures, whom we do not speak of sounded like Harry Potter, the lord Voldermort, You-Know-Who. Finally, the story is a bit absurd and ridiculous because it's impossible to live in a world of your own. However, since it's a mysterious story, I can understand and forgive it. On the whole, the movie was average. But still, I want my $8.50 back, you cheaters.

Alien Vs Predator Whoever Wins...We lose

2004-08-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

Whoever Wins...We lose

Wow this movie seems nice, gonna watch it. Here's the synopsis: http://www.bob.com.sg/avp/contest/

Celebration of National Day and Care Charity Walk

2004-08-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

Great!!! Today school ended at 11am. This is my first time celebrating National Day in a college. Although not much difference, it's a meaningful experience. We assembled at the lower courtyard at 7.40am and observed the flag raising ceremony. No doubt, today's ceremony is a bit different and much significant compared to the usual one, which seems like a routine. We can see different uniform groups marching and shouting commands. After that, we sang some patriotic songs and were dismissed back to class. We were given 20 mins to change to our charity walk t-shirt and assembled at the field. Actually I don't feel like going for the walk but on a second thought, it can earns me 1.30 hrs of CIP. Subsequently I went to change and go down for the walk. The charity walk is to raise funds for the children society. In fact I don't see how a walk can help to raise funds. Personally, I think that the school is trying to let the public knows that we are doing charity. Erm...I mean not flaunting but more on informing. I was damn excited and looking forward to the walk. At first I thought it was an 1.30 hrs walk, but it turned out to be a 30 mins walk only. After the walk, we assembled at the grand stand and each was given a pink dolphin drink. We stayed at there to watch the competition performances. The most exciting performance was gymnastic. They performed some flipping, break dance and spectacular stunts. Marvelous, I watched dazzingly at their performance. I expected them to get first, however, they got the second prize. What a pity, 2T33 won the first prize. After the whole celebration ended, I went to play pool with my classmates. Hmm....haven't been playing for quite a long time, therefore a bit out of touch. Nevertheless, I won a few games. I was famished, thus we went to eat after we finished playing. Sianz, I dun feel like going home, so we walked around aimlessly since it's still early. At around 6pm, I went home. Haha, I dozed off on the bus and nearly missed the stop. Anyway, today was fun.

The Impossible Dream (The Quest)

2004-08-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go.

To right the unrightable wrong
To be better far than you are
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest, to follow that star,
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To be willing to give when there's no more to give
To be willing to die so that honor and justice may live

And I know if I'll only be true to this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm when I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star.

Busy Busy Busy

2004-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Gosh it has been ages since I last updated it. I have been kind of busy recently. Feeling a bit dreadful to go to school because of so many upcoming tests, assignments and activities. I hardly have time for my own. Miss WC3 and GB so much. Cool, today I got my class jersey, which costs me a bomb $31. Haha most of my classmates feel that our class jersey looks good, but I personally feel that it does not match me. Probably because of my skin colour, as I'm quite tan and the jersey is ugly red. I think I will try to blog more the next time. Go n chiong my games liao.

Maintenance!!

2004-07-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Haha! today my class do maintenance because the OM spotted that our class is very dirty. Sigh! This is the second time that our class is found to be dirty and messy. Nobody is doing their duty. However, this time is a wake up call. Right now everybody is following the duty roster. The maintenance was a laborious task. Basically we just stack up the chairs in the auditorium and carry them to a corner. It only took us around 20 mins to finish the job. Fortunately the OM is a nice person. He let us off once we finished the task and he's quite polite too. Arghh...tomorrow I have project work block. Hate doing project. But on the account that it contributes some % towards University admission, I've got no choice otherwise I can't be bothered. Now have to do some research, got no time to blog more...cya.

June BBQ!?!

2004-07-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Class bbq photo

Hey! this is the photo of my class bbq, taken during June holidays. Although not all of them are inside, obviously because some of them didn't turn up and some went off quite early that's why they missed it. Update now because I just got the photos =P. No doubt the bbq was fun...Cheers!! What has happened to cody's music?...how come there's no sound?

Strange!!!

2004-07-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

Before I woke up in the morning, I had a dream. It was a good dream no doubt. It eased the pain and alleviated the sorrow in my heart, made me felt comfortable and less worried too. When I woke up, the dream faded away. Oh...how I wished the dream would become a reality. I can't remember clearly what I dreamt of, only a blurry image of it. They said that dreams will never come true. However, I disagree. Well, because sometimes when I went to a place which I have never been to, I had a peculiar feeling that this place looked familiar to me, sort of I had been to this place before. I had a hazy vision of the place, which I seemed to know the location very well without people introducing the place to me. When I tried to recall, this place actually happened in my dreams before. How strange, is this some sort of psychic power? Sometimes, when you dreamt of something, it doesn't happens immediately but in the future, probably 10 years or so. That's why many people said that dreams will not come true, which is false. It is because they have long forgotten what they had dreamt of. Only those with good memory or probably a bit of psychic power, will have a very familiar feeling and a blurry image or a slight vision of the place or things that are happening. I remembered when I was young, I could instantly guess who the caller is without picking up the phone. Although some of the guesses were wrong, most of it were right. There are also people who could predict the future, is it that they have divination power or it's just that they have travel back to time? Hmm...how strange, even science can't explain this. Does psychic power really exist in this world? How I wish I got psychic power too.

Quote of the day: "Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was."

Happy Racial Harmony Day!

2004-07-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

It has been a few days since I last updated my blog. Tomorrow my school is going to celebrate Racial Harmony Day although it's on Wednesday. Feeling vexed cos we need to wear other ethnic costumes to school and yet I dun have any. Hmm...maybe I can borrow Indian costume from Valla, but it's too late -_- should have called him earlier. I'm looking forward for tomorrow fashion parade of different ethnic costumes. For tomorrow, I think I will wear uniform to school. Fortunately my friends are wearing uniform to school too. I'm glad that I'm not the only odd one =). Nothing exciting happened in the past few days. Last week has been a very bad week for me. I'm prone to offend people. Looks like the weekly horoscope was quite true, it said that:" This week I will tend to be very careless and offend people very easily". Tomorrow I will try to blog more. Oh ya! just something to add on, anyone of you have spiderman song-
Vindicated? If you have can you pls send me thx!

The New America Singers and Dialogue Session on SG Defence

2004-07-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after our morning flag raising ceremony, we proceeded straight to the auditorium. There were concert and skit performed by some America singers. The performance was quite enjoyable. Those Americans are a fun lot, they are quite creative and engaging too. They will put up another performance at the Baptist Church on Saturday. This time, they will sing more songs and even teach you line dance. However, you need to purchase the concert ticket, which comes in packages. The package contains one T-shirt, which you need to wear it to the concert, notepad, one ticket and...hmm...dunno still got what lah. I find it worthwhile and affordable as one package costs only 7 bucks. But I didn't purchase =P. Not because their singing sux, in fact they sing quite well, but because I'm not interested =X. Today I was almost late for the dialogue session. Fortunately I arrived at the auditorium few minutes before the dialogue session started. The person who came to give us the talk is a big shot. I think he's the chief of Navy. Basically we just post any issues and questions to him and he will discuss it with us and answer them. This dialogue session is to raise our awareness on Singapore defence, their functionality, their readiness to deter any threats and measures they have taken to prevent the threats. Today GP lesson was unusual. We went to the library to watch a film called Dead Man Walking. However we need to answer the questions on worksheet after watching the film. Here's the summary of the film:

Sister Helen Prejan, a compassionate New Orleans nun, is the spiritual advisor to Matthew Poncelet, a vicious, angry and complex murderer awaiting execution. Her dedication is to help others, like Matthew, find salvation. But as she attempts to navigate Matthew's dark soul, she encounters a depth of evil that makes her question how far redemption can really go. Can she stave off the fateful day of execution long enough to save Matthew, or will she discover a truth that will rock the very foundation by which she lives her life?

Quote of the day: "Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that".

Avril Lavigne-I'm with you

2004-07-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

Here's the lyric of my new song:

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

oh why is everything so confusing
maybe I'm just out of my mind
yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

MASS PE!!!

2004-07-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

Heh heh!! Today there's mass PE, luckily I remembered to bring my PE shirt =). Mass PE was dreadful, actually I don't feel like going but because I was absent on last thursday PE, I've got no choice. Mass PE was always tough, today is no exception. No doubt, the first thing we did for PE was running. But for today, it's much special, for guys only. We've got to run around the school compound for three rounds, led by teachers. Hehe! I eavesdropped a conversation between two PE teachers, saying that 1 round is about 900m. Sianz! Wonder whether I can made it? The first lap was a slow pace one while for the second lap, we need to overtake our teachers. Haha however, I did not overtake them, even for the last lap. I was damn tired when I finished the running, which was just a warming up. I think I prefer running the school track because the route we ran today include slope and stairs. My stamina is getting lousy, haven't been doing vigorous exercise during my holidays. Looks like I'm back to square 1 again. Gotta train more. After the running, we did some physical conditioning. Later on, we had to proceed to our weakest physical fitness station. For me, it was pull-up. Today I got Chinese A'level oral examination. The passage was pretty easy, except that there's a few words I dunno how to read. Hmm...the conversation topic was about: In today's society, the youngsters are very concerned about their appearances,for eg. Guys going to beauty salon, what's your view? I was dumbstruck for a moment, but I got to give some comments even if it's craps. So I said that it's quite true, because a lot of youngsters went to dye their hair. There's a latest fashion, man's manicure... Then the examiner asked me a man going for manicure, is he a sicko? I answered that it depends on the people's opinion, if the person cannot accepts this, he will probably thinks that the man is a sicko but on contrary, if the person can accepts this, he will most probably thinks that it's normal. Then he assumed that I can accept this, so I answered yes lor. Because since man and woman are equal, there's no reason y man cannot go to beauty salon or manicure while woman can. Man should have the same rights as woman. We've got to change our mindset, upgrade ourselves and also keep up with the latest trend. Subsequently, he asked me if I ever have a chance to go for manicure, will I do it? I answered NO! it's not necessary because I'm not those who are very concerned about their own appearances. Even if u are born ugly, it doesn't matter. It's not necessary to go for surgery because outer-beauty is not everlasting, it's inevitable that one will age and die. That's the cycle of life, what matter, is our inner-qualities which we can carry them to our grave. Haha hopefully I can pass my CL oral. GL and all the best to myself. LOL!!

Quote of the day:"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart."

A Monotonous Day!

2004-07-11T10:19:00.000+08:00

This was supposed to be yesterday blog, I blog it today because I was damn tired and lazy. Hmm...yesterday morning I went to school and took my A'level Chinese Listening Comprehension. The listening was pretty easy except for the last question, it asked about the moral of the story. I can't determine which choices should be the answer. Thus I anyhow guess -_-'. Oh yah before the listening started, the radio station will played songs and music to relax our mind and calm our nervousness. There was one song called You Raise Me Up, it's a very nice song. Wonder who has that song, can send me? I think the song is sing by Josh Groban. I'm famished, so I decided to eat my breakfast at Singapore Post. Long John breakfast was great! I ordered breakfast 1 and the food was tasty. However the service sux. Fast food supposed to be quick and speedy where people order their food, take and go. But this was not the case, the counter asked me to wait for my meal as they need time to toast the bread. Well, I don't mind waiting for a while but the problem was she kept me waited for so long, around 25 mins. When she passed me my meal, I told her this: Fast food supposed to be hasty but you are too slow. Then she replied that there were quite a lot of customers therefore I had to wait for so long. I was damn displeased that she didn't even apologize. So I told her to tell her manager to hire more workers or maybe buy more toasting machine. In the end, she got nothing to say, but apologies profusely. I had already experienced this kind of situation for quite a number of times, in Mac, KFC, etc. The services of fast food restaurant in Singapore has deteriorate. Yesterday was really a boring and unproductive day. I played games for the whole day. Arghh...today I've got to do my homework already....sianz.

Celebration of Youth Day cum Council Investiture

2004-07-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the witnessing of my school Council investiture. No wonder there's no lesson and we need to wear our tie for the morning assembly. I'm bewildered by yesterday announcement: Students, remember to wear your tie for tomorrow morning assembly and assemble at the auditorium. Normally we only wear our tie on every Monday morning assembly and on certain occasion. Somemore it was held at the auditorium. I didn't know that today is my school Council investiture, which is a formal ceremony, therefore we need to wear our tie. The Council of CJC consists of two category- The Student's Council and The Activities Council. Nothing special or interesting about the ceremony. It's a standard ceremony which we had observed before during our secondary school days, where the president of the Council came on stage and delivered his speech, followed by other councilors taking an oath. After the whole ceremony ended, there was a Youth Day celebration. I was startled, omg Youth Day had already passed and yet they are celebrating now. The reason was obvious- we were having exams during that period of time, thus they could only celebrate now. Although Youth Day had already passed and it may seems useless or no point in celebrating now, however, I do not think that way because it's the thought that counts. The teachers didn't forget our day, they put up a wonderful performance. The first performance was Latin dance, performed by the new teachers who had just joined our school. This was the first task assigned to them which I think they had been made a scapegoat hahA! I feel that the dance steps are pretty simple but they did a great job as some of them don't have any dance experience before. The second performance was singing, put up by a group of teachers. The third one was a solo singing, performed by Mr. Isaac Lim, a PE teacher. I was surprised that he knows how to play a guitar, as the saying goes "No man can discover his own talents." He sang three songs, the first one was music, guitar and harmonica. Marvelous, because you need to coordinate this two instruments well. The second song was called whitley Road(our school address), composed by himself. The song was damn funny, I still remembered the chorus, it goes like this :

Whitley road
Take me home
To the place
I belong
Students of CJC
Happy Youth Day
Today no lesson
Remember to play

The third song was If we hold on together, which is a meaningful song sung by Diana Ross. The finale was the best where every teacher wore a costume and displayed it on the stage. It bought us so much laughter, joy and cheers because some of the costume doesn't suit them and it makes me want to puke! This was the first time I'm celebrating Youth Day in a college, it's so meaningful and I will never forget this happy moments. The school ended at 10am. LOL!! It's damn early lor, so I went to play soccer with my classmates. Again, I scored two goals during the match. We stopped playing when the sun becomes too blazing. After playing soccer, I went to play pool with them. We played at Mambo, located at lucky plaza. This was my first time playing at there. The atmosphere is good, there's music and the table texture is also good. We booked three tables and I played three men's pool with two of my friends. Unexpected, I won 7 rounds. Lol! damn tyco lor I've got no energy and was very tired. Furthermore the cue I used was very sucky and I just anyhow hit the balls and yet I could won 7 rounds. I'm quite happy since I've got the higher score among those two.

Quote of the day: "They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel."

A long and weary day in school!!

2004-07-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling very tire! Today my last lesson ended at 5.15pm. Yeah! I pass my econs although my econs teacher didn't announce the grade. Recently my classmate bought 1 mini pool table, he brought it to school and let us play. LOL!! Dunno where he bought it but it looks cute. It was quite fun and enjoyable when playing that mini pool game. Imagine a grown-up man playing that mini pool, it looks childish because it was meant for kids and even our teachers were laughing at it. Today I did an audacious thing, I didn't go for PE lesson haha. The reason was that I forgot to bring my PE shirt. OMG! I'm so absent-minded...so I stayed in class and played mini pool with Zhi Kang. I don't dare to go for the PE lesson precisely because I'm the class PE rep, the punishment receive will be severe. Furthermore I didn't want to sweat in uniform. Hence, my classmate told him I was absent from school. Doom, if he finds out that I was present but didn't attend for his PE lesson, I will surely get into big trouble and probably my post will be stripped off. Hopefully that he doesn't go and check the attendance book otherwise the consequence will be very serious. Great! Tomorrow I don't have any lessons. I only need to wear my tie and go for assembly in the auditorium. Wondering y? Hey! I saw one xia lan joke in my mail, it goes like this:
A local United Way office realized that it had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in charge of contributions called him to persuade him to contribute. "Our research shows that out of a yearly income of at least $500,000, you give not a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give back to the community in some way?"
The lawyer mulled this over for a moment and replied, "First, did our research also show that my mother is dying after a long illness, and has medical bills that are several times her annual income?"

Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbled, "Um...no."

"--or that my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair?" The stricken United Way rep began to stammer out an apology but was interrupted, "--or that my sister's husband died in a traffic accident," the lawyer's voice rising in indignation, "leaving her penniless with three children?!"

The humiliated United Way rep, completely beaten, said simply, "I had no idea..."

On a roll, the lawyer cut him off once again: "--so if I don't give any money to them, why should I give any to you?!?"

I will try to post more jokes if I have any. Going to play WC3 liao Bye! byE!